Sunday, November 15, 2009

Is This For Real ?



I have a friend who said, "Perasaan tak boleh halang". I totally agree but the feeling of having a crush on someone whom you least expecting it, is just.. out of words. It's full of surprises but at the same time, it leaves you with curiosity and questions. Maybe you disagree but I'm in this situation right now.

I just realized this feeling I have for this guy like, a few days ago. Sure, we've known each other for quite some time and I think I know him quite well for a friendship that is only less-than-a-year old. But that's not enough right ?

For your information, I'm not the kind of girl who has feelings for a guy whom I just meet. No, love at first sight is not in my dictionary as it symbolizes lust, not love. I take it slow. So I think that's why this feeling I have for this boy just struck and made me tell 2 of my friends and actually admit that I have feelings for him.

You should know that I'm not good at describing people so I don't know how to describe him. I can tell you that he actually makes me feel comfortable. But there's nothing that proves that he has the mutual feeling so, I won't hope for anything. I'll just keep in mind that he's a friend, a bestfriend actually and this feeling I have for him will go away and have to go away. Cause c'mon, it's just impossible for him to have feelings for me.

So cliche, no ?

4 comments:

Mami Poko said...

That's just how I would describe love at first sight. Except that I didn't know how to put it in words like yours.

a crush eh? ahehhe

harisahqistina said...

is this who i think it is ? number 3 ? :s

Hazwani AZ said...

Fahmi : So you do agree it's lust ? Mhmm. Haha :p Mane ada crush :p

Mami Poko said...

yeah, its lust. even when you dont know it. i agree 99%

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